I can relate to so many of the things you mentioned.
WE broke up 3 weeks ago and she is the one that wont talk to me and makes me feel lousy.
Hot or sexy never cross my mind.
I felt both aesthetic and sensual attraction, but no romantic or sexual attraction at all.
This is the one that finally tipped me over the edge.
I am trying to get my life back together now and I wont lie I do think about him sometimes.
The link you sent me has helped me quite a bit, I understand that sarah vandella sexy are indeed people who feel like I do and it makes me feel less strange.
I have been very confused for most of my life about this.
It sounds like you are young, so at least you know early.